F#d up

I am done! I am always made out to be the bad one and I'm not. Sure I'm not perfect but I haven't committed any marital sins. But yet I'm out here in the truck sleeping while he's in my house. It's a bit fuckd up. I'm ready to move on now my hearts healed the best it will and he can go on. Yet another failure I've accomplished.

I want to feel normal

I'm so overwhelmed! I have tons to do and not enough time. And it's so convenient that the other six people in this house have a sudden helplessness and loss of thought! I need eight more of me then perhaps there would be a difference in not only the housework but my school work the girls school work and maybe even a much happier momma!

Boring

So I am in Physical Science and don't have a clue what he's saying! I am swamped with homework and the kids need help with theirs grr

First time

Yeah I am on!